Lots of time has passed, and it is time to shake life in to my blog again. To put my words out there, one way or the other, has been a big part of my life since I was a child, so why not now, when I need to?

I have lost my husband. He is dead. Simple as that. My heart is broken, but I will survive. He died peacefully in his favourite spot on our couch, no pain, no struggle. Just passed away not knowing the grief he left behind. I am grateful for that. Life has been hard for all of us the last few years, now there is no more pain and struggle for him.

I have chosen the music for his scattering today. It was hard, but to honor his memory it had to be done right and carefully. It will be done over flowing water, l will play his favourite song, and let a couple of our beloved birds fly. , My darling Braveheart will be one of them, the other will be chosen by our son.

There have been many hard days in my life, and the day when this will have to be done will be the hardest. I hope I can do it with dignity and pride, so that our son can remember it with not only sadness,but also a day when we said goodbye to a Father who loved him and me with all his heart.


Rest in love and peace Billy

I love you, my furball.




8 reaktioner till “Grief

  1. Du virker så stærk Eva – jeg er sikker på at du gø askespredningen og musikken til en god oplevelse at tænke tilbage på – både for din søn og for dig selv ❤



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